it's back...........!!! ^^
Tonight, I found back my first love towards my dear Lord............... ^^
morning~morning revival !!
afternoon~group pursue !!
night~small group !!
What an enjoyable day despite rushing for classes the whole day...
This feel was lost since the move of my residential area...
Last year, while I was still in the 2nd hostel, wow, the first love to God and the transformation of Him to me were irresistible !! But when I moved this the new residence, might due to the new environment, new people, new style of living (from private-->public), new and different kind of characteristics , etc, has brought me under the bondage of sin!! ~being prejudice against somebody, being easily frustrated due to a sesame green bean thing, etc... The love towards God seemed like getting far and far away from me................................
BUT !! YeaHHhhh.. XD Today I have found back the feel !! Thanks Lord for the mercy that You did not abandoned me, although I was such a "naughty" sheep that kinda went far from Your way..
At this moment, finally I understand how a sister from my hometown felt that time, when she was almost crying telling me that she felt that the Lord is getting far and far away from her, couldn't touch the Lord, and she was really afraid because she didn't want to be abandoned by Him..! The "Me" at that time was thinking: "Huh, abit weird tho... ^^"" BUT THEN!! Now! I understand her feeling which was about 8 years ago!!
Tonight I was touched by myself because of the return of my first love to Lord ! This touch, is able to cause me to drop tears... Hard to describe, but, really touched by myself, the feeling is back................. I can feel the enjoyment towards my dear Lord again..............................................
AND, it's really enjoyable !! TruSt MEeee !!! ^^
